ATOMS stands for "Aaron's 'Things of My Soul'". As such, this blog is a compilation of my spiritual thoughts and insights as I study the scriptures, pray in faith, and have daily experiences. These things are the symbolic atoms that make up my life, and are personal to me. With the belief that "there hath no temptation [or experience or trial or joy] taken [me], but such as is common to man" (1 Corinthians 10:13), I post them in the hope that they bless someone, somewhere, somehow. If it be one soul, my joy is full.

Please feel free to browse, to search, to comment, to correct false doctrine you find, and to let me know if they have been positively (or negatively) influential to you.

It is my prayer that we all sail the seas of life with happiness, and obtain the wonderful blessings that God has in store for us, including living with our righteous loved ones forever, the answers to every question in life, and eternal happiness.

My posts are not to be taken as the official doctrine of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. They are a reflection of my progressive learning and growing into said doctrine, though.

Friday, 17 February 2017

Who Am I?

Disclaimer: This article delves lightly into mathematics. Any who fall in love with said science are at their own peril of fanaticism in them, and are not to blame the author. However, the author would feel ecstatic to elaborate upon the field mentioned.

In today's Book of Mormon reading, I came across this scripture:

“...time only is measured unto men.”
- Alma 40:8

Time is a concept of interest in almost all academic disciplines. It is also a hot topic in the gospel: "Wait upon the Lord" we say. "Patience is a virtue" we say.

Without getting analytic over the nature of time in God's realm, I suggest a concept in the mathematics that can add perspective to how God may see us.

The well-known and beloved tales of Alice in Wonderland was written by one versed in mathematics. During his era, mathematics was moving from rock-solid rules of safe understanding to the abstract world of, might we say, inventive mathematical concepts.

This author of Alice – Charles Lutwidge Dodgson, "now masquerading as Lewis Carroll" as an article puts it (https://www.maa.org/external_archive/devlin/devlin_03_10.html) was indifferent to the direction mathematics was headed: abstracity and imagination. Dodgson was passionate toward the down-to-earth matjematics of his upbringing. It is made apparent by numerous modern mathematicians that Dodgson's indifference was expressed in subtley throughout Alice's adventures.

Now I'm returning from my somewhat tangential backgrounding: in one segment of the story, The Hatter and two friends are stuck at a table due to the absence of a fourth character: Time. Their futile attempts to leave the table are taken to be a reference to the mathematical research work of a mathematician named William Rowan Hamilton.

Hamilton studied what we might call multidimensional numbers. For example, an individual's coordinates on the earth would be two-dimensional: lattitude and longitude values.

When we use numbers, we need to be able to add them, multiply them, etc. When they are multidimensional, we also need to do more things, like "rotate" them. (Just take my word for it.)

Hamilton (the mathematician aforementioned) worked for years on three-dimensional numbers, but could not for the life of him, get them to rotate. This was represented in Alice's adventures by The Hatter and his friends rushing around the table in a frenzy, and unable to progress to a location other than their table.

These three dimensional numbers work as the three dimensions of space. Hamilton eventually discovered that rotations could be accomplished if there was added a fourth dimension: representative of time.

All of this tangential elaboration brings me back to our original topic: when we meet up with a friend, do we not plan for both location (three dimensions) and time (the fourth dimension)? When we speak of significant events, do we not note the importance of their location and time?

So I raise this question: when I define myself, and look at my meaning in life, why would I only analyse myself for the state of being I am at now, and neglect looking at myself throughout all of time? Hamilton could not perform simple algebraic manipulations of numbers without that fourth dimension representing time, so why should we try to analyse ourselves without it?

I requote the scripture phrase from earlier:

“...time only is measured unto men.”

This is why knowing who and where we were before our conception in the womb, and where we are going after this life is vital in understanding who we are, and what our purpose in life is. Who I am now doesn't define me. To echo the cliché but true: what matters is what I can become.

Given even the slowest of progress, progress is still progress, and in the scheme of eternal opportunities for improvement and learning, we all have the capacity to make it to eternal perfection with God's hand in our lives.

I pray we all analyse ourselves in all possible and righteous dimensions, in God's eyes.

Wednesday, 8 February 2017

To Carry With Me

A young adult man keeps a photo of a cherished friend by his table. The friend has passed away.

On occasion, he looks to the photo and smiles. He might reminisce shared experiences with this friend, reliving the adventures in his mind. But he continues on living his life.

He bumps into struggles in life - during the events of some, he is reminded of a lesson he and his cherished friend learned and applied together in a similar circumstance.

He may be about to make a bad decision when the voice or image of his cherished friend comes to mind.

Rarely, but often and meaningfully, his cherished friend is the topic of conversation. Those who knew him in the past would reflect on shared experiences together.

With this account, I ask the question: what does it mean to always have someone with us?

The cherished friend is a part of this young adult man's life. He has been influenced by his friend's goodness. Like the closest and most impactful people, he continues to "live" with them.

I believe this is what it means to "always have His Spirit to be with us."

We receive this promise at the sacrament table every Sunday at church. As we keep God's commandments, take upon us the name of Christ and always remember Him, we are promised to always have the Holy Ghost with us.

The Holy Ghost, the third member of the Godhead, a personage of Spirit, is a being of love and light who we can have with us always. He represents the Godhead's presence in our lives on a daily basis.

He can be the topic of conversation. He loves that. He will positively influence those who speak well of Him. He is hindered in His access to those who ignore Him or think ill of Him.

As we bump into struggles in life, we may find His voice reminding us of what is truly important.

He fills our hearts with sweetness, moving us to make decisions for good that we may not feel courageous enough to perform on our own accord. He makes us better than we could make ourselves.

We may have a picture of the Saviour, or of the temple. He loves both.

Our lifestyle reflects how much of God we have in our lives. To remember and have our lives made better by the influence of a good friend is wonderful. When the greatest of these friends is God, miracles come flooding into our lives. This is a motivation to carry with me the memory and friendship of my God. In return, He carries our lives with us.

I carry His name, He carries my life in His hands.